Friday, December 12, 2014

Knowing the Students

     As I read Chapter 11 of D&Z I was suddenly overtaken by a memory.  It was one of my first courses at RIC so I was really nervous.  I wasn't sure I would able to handle the coursework at a real college, I wondered if I was smart enough and if I would be successful.  The professor handed us our very first assignment. It was to read a theory on discourse by Mikhail Bakhtin. Our professor asked us to approach the forthcoming assignment as if we were "Masters" students thinking of our future dissertations!!  I had no idea what it was like to be a student in a masters degree program and I had no idea what a dissertation was.  I just knew it was a really long paper.  I got home and poured over the reading...with my tears.  It was like reading another language.  I felt frustrated, incompetent and for lack of a better word, stupid.  I was reassured that I was not capable of completing this class.  However, inside of me there was a voice that said "just keep going, you'll figure it out!'  I have no idea where it came from or how I acquired an inner dialogue that pushed me forward, but somewhere along the way I did. Chapter 11 showed me that I knew what it felt like to be a struggling reader.  To think of myself as a struggling reader is strange. I've always been a great reader but what chapter 11 reminded me of was the background knowledge required to not only read the words but comprehend the text as a whole.  In order to know where our students are we need to "focus on essential process of building trust"(236).  The importance of this cannot be measured.  D&Z go on to quote a psychologist educator, William Glasser who states that "people who have repeatedly failed at something usually cope by focusing their lives elsewhere to avoid still more failure"(237).  If we build trust with our students in a way that they can come to us and let us know where they are struggling, not just in reading but in any subject, it offers us the opportunity to help them succeed. 

     D&Z also stress idea that being "supportive is not the same thing as easy"(237).  This is something that I really let sink in this semester. So often when a student struggles a teacher will just let the assignment slide or lower their expectations of a student. This sends a message to the student that says "You really are incapable" or "In the future make sure you tell people you are struggling so you don't have to do the work".  Both of these messages are equally as dangerous.  they will no doubt hold the student back from reaching their full potential and that is our main goal.  By the end of our time with each student we want them to reach their potential and be prepared to build on what they know.  The whole idea of UbD is about teaching to those bigger ideas, not just teaching the content, but focusing on the lessons they learn as they master the content and engage in it. 
     The third and final thought about Chapter 11 is on Modeling Thoughtful Reading on page 238.  We often teach through repetition and mimicry.  We teach a child to speak, walk and read by repeating a specific action.  When it comes to thought processes and critical thinking strategies we assume people learn it naturally because we don't "see" it.  However, this is not the case.  This is a skill which must be taught.  I read a strategy for teaching this on mage 102 called a "read aloud" that I will absolutely use. It requires the teacher to perform a soliloquy. They read a text out loud and stop to share what connections they are making and describe how they are understanding the text internal. essentially "showing" their thought process.  
      Taking into consideration the needs, abilities and background knowledge of each student requires a lot of effort.  However, it is likely the most important thing we will do, when the end result we are looking for is a student who has progressed as much as possible in 180 days!

Education: The Priority (Observation)

       I was set to observe a classroom that I had been in numerous times before in 406.  I was familiar with some of the work the teacher did with the students and one of the things I enjoyed was her approach to reading a text as a group.  Most of the students in her class struggle in school and need some help refining their reading skills.  For that reason it seems she spends a large amount of time in class reading as a group.  One of my fondest memories in school was in fourth grade when my class and the class next door would all sit together and listen to our teachers read us great books like Judy Blume's Tales of the Fourth Grade Nothing and Gary Paulson's Hatchet.  So my impression of this approach was positive.  As the students settled in to their desks, they all took out their books and Ms. G began asking for volunteers to read the dialogue of each character and the narrator.  A handful of students were chosen.  At first I thought this was  a great idea.  It was more engaging than being read to, it would keep the students paying attention to where they were on the page requiring more focus and would bring some life to the reading.  I too was given a book to follow along and the class was instructed to say "popcorn" if they wanted to jump in and take over the dialogue after a few minutes.  This meant that students would be given some control and choice over how  the reading was handled.  Even better, or so I thought.
     As the student began reading their respective parts at first it seemed distracting.  The flow was off a little and they clearly were not coming fresh out of drama class.  I decided they just needed some time to get used to the technique.  After about twenty minutes I was really confused as to which character was who, what role they played in the group and which student was reading which voice. I was so confused I realized that if any one asked me to recount the tale according to chapter nine I would not be able too.  I began writing notes in my book about student engagement levels.  I looked around and there was a whole session, farthest from the teacher, where non of the students were even reading their books.  This was nap time to them.  The teacher and her assistant made some effort to get them engaged and with some difficulty they convinced a few to take over some of the reading parts.  The next time I came to observe they were continuing with the same approach to reading the next chapter.  Before they  could begin one student asked f they could change the approach and read the text paragraph by paragraph, or page by page.  He stated that the other way felt confusing and him mind would "jumble".  He said everything that I was thinking and feeling as well. I was really impressed by risk he took in sharing his difficulty.  The teacher agreed to change their approach.  It was not long after that some students began to complain that this way was "boring" and they wanted to go back to the old way.  The teacher conceded and they went back to the role-centered reading.
     I wanted to raise my and and ask if we could form groups!  By this time I was remembering what the novel was about and I didn't want to miss what was coming next!  Instead, I stopped following along in the reading and went back to writing notes about what was happening in the class.  Now that my suspicion was confirmed I though about what could be done differently.  I looked at the size of the class the number of students and their levels of engagement.  I started to form groups in my head.  First I would divide them by learning style:  role-centered reading, page by page reading, silent readers. I would break them up as close to this as possible: one reader, two active listeners (head up, book in hand), one passive listener (head down, book open), and one unengaged student.  It would definitely be tight but still possible.  The groups could read for 40 minutes and have roughly 20 minutes to discuss the reading or complete a review sheet.
      This approach would free up the teacher to work with each group for a few minutes at a time and make sure they were all comprehending the text or she could confer with a student she knows is struggling in something.  The method she used did not allow for any individualized learning or differentiating and there was no possibility for one on one interaction. 
     As a student-teacher and later a professional, I will remember this experience.  One of the things I hope to begin at the beginning of each year is to form reading groups if reading in class is the only option.  I want ensure that all of the learning styles are respected and provided for.  Students may not get along at times, but as a role model and mentor it will be my job to encourage students to find common ground and put their differences aside when they step into my classroom.  Their education has to be the priority.